School : /

    Chris and his brother John have very different views of school. John may not be the best at home but he definately is better in school than Chris. Chris gets decent grades. They're not terrible, but they're not the best they could possibly be. It's not that he doesn't care about his future at all. We all learn at different paces. Chis cares what he becomes in the future, he just needs more motivation.
    My attitude towards school is alright I guess. I really don't want to be there or in classes learning but I do it anyway. Even if I don't want to do the work they give us I still do it. No matter how I feel about school, my grades are still very good. My future is very important to me. That's why I would never do anything to jeopardize it. I hope to accomplice all my goals in life. Even if that means I have to finish three more years of school : /.

Talking with "Gawd"

     When Chris would have his conversations with God, he was very young. Young enough to not know that "Esus" wasn't really a person. Too young to know that his brother clearly just made it up to save his own self from punishment.He actually kept his Esus Saves sign to prove that he actually believed his brother. Religion, you could tell was still important to him. Even if he did believe in Esus, he stilled talked to God every night. I bet he would soon learn the truth.     When I first learned about God and Jesus, I didn't know much either. Just like Chris I listened to what my church teacher told me. I learned for myself too. I definately knew Jesus didn't have a less famous brother. I prayed in church, at home, and before I ate my food. My religion was very important to me. I didn't want anything more than to do right by it. For these two years of being a Christian it has molded all of the beliefs I have today. I believe that if I stay saved and do right and pray I will one day go to heaven.

Cry Baby

     Chris found a way to get over his anger.Like every other five or four year old he would cry when things went wrong. It kind of benefitted him better. Things didn't get broken and no one got hurt. He did unfortunately get angry alot. That means he cried... a lot. His dad would get mad and threaten to give him "something to cry about". So actually, crying didn't benefit him that much.
    When I would cry, my mom would say the same to me. That got me to stop crying. Now that I look back, my crying was completely useless. I would only cry when I didn't get something I wanted or when I had to eat something I didn't want to eat. All I had to do was let it go. Now, when I don't get what I want I just get a little tiny bit angry. In the end I just let it go. I don't need to cry about those problems anymore.

First Crush

    Chris' first crush was on Paula Whitson. He would literally do any thing to get her to notice him. He's known her for basicly his whole life. He doesn't want anything more than for her to notice him and be his girlfriend. He's always felt emotions for her. She just doesn't seem to notice him. That only makes his determination bigger.
    With my first crush it was basiclly the same. All you wanted was for that person to notice you. In the process you start to have feelings for that person. You just hope that they feel the same. If they didn't it felt like your whole world ended. Its hard to get rid of those feelings. Chris was one of those people that didn't give up on his feelings.


   

Childhood Temper

    As a child, Chris' temper always came out on top. He would get mad and punch things or bang his head against the side of the bath tub. When I was younger I would do one thing to get over it. I would bite things all the time. My stuffed animals some of the times. Or, I would bite any piece of paper I could find. The most frequent one was that i would bite the door knob to my bed room door. Any door knob was okay, but it was mostly mine. When I would get mad the first place I would go was straight to my room to bite something. I would just bite anything. My bed, my sheets and cover, my pillows, my toys, pencils, pens, and just anything near by. Basiclly, when I got mad I was a biter. I've gotten over that throughout the years.

    I would get in trouble for my bad habit. When I was done with my rage, things would be wreck. I would get an attitude and not talk to anyone. I didn't want to talk so I would just give everyone dirty looks. The consequences of my actions were always bad. Either something would be taken away or I would be grounded, also known as "lockdown". It was mostly both. I would get on lockdown and no watching TV. Sometimes I would get in big trouble then it was nothing electronic at all and I was on lockdown. Over the years I have definately gotten over my anger issues.